I am deeply saddened that you are now gone. I wish you could have seen Ysabella at least one more time. I wish you were strong enough to have been able to come and visit my little family here. I wish I had called you more often. I wish I was more patient and understanding with you...there's so much in my heart that I wish for...for you and me.
I am so sorry for not being with you when you needed me most. I am sorry for not being with you enough, for not being able to show you how much I really care and love you.
The only thing that comforts me is knowing that you are now in peace, far from all the pain and suffering that you were going through. I never want you out of my life but if finally leaving us behind had set you free from all the pain you were enduring, then I would embrace the sorrow and grief that losing you brings.
Just let me cry a little bit more, Mommy...then I will be alright.
Thank you for everything, for all that you were and still are to me. I would not be here without you. Thank you for your love, patience, and guidance that helped shape me into the person that I am now.
Ysabella never had the chance but she wants to tell you she loves you, too.
I love you, Mommy. You will forever be in my heart.
Always and Forever,